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Saturday, October 31, 2009
torn into pieces, 7:26 PM

Though it is an hour nap...
But i woke up feeling like crap again...
Awwww, i hate this feeling....

Waking up realising that at the corner of eye, there's tears...
Tears roll down my cheek and i was wondering why...
Feeling so insecured right now...

Wondering what i have done to my own life...
I look back i have missed someone in my life...
I know , i know that i have let it passes by...

Awww....What is wrong....
Argh... What have i done...
Why i m i feeling so sad ....
So sad right now....

Omg!!!!.....

it hurts.

Friday, October 30, 2009
torn into pieces, 1:16 AM

Argh... I feel so Depressed...
I really very lost....
I need some support....

Argh.....

it hurts.

Tuesday, October 27, 2009
torn into pieces, 10:31 PM

I m just so stress and Depress....
I need a Break....
I need some air to breath....

OMG!!!!!


Label: Damn Hell!!!!

it hurts.

Wednesday, October 21, 2009
torn into pieces, 2:16 AM

It has been awhile since i last blog...
Ermmm...So how is life getting on for me...???
Not bad eventually...
Everything is kinda fine,accept i got tons of assignment to be finished on time...
And my Boss is always the problem that causes the pimples on my face....

I wanna change job la...
But i really like this trade...
I keep hanging on ...Really Hanging On....
I need some motivation pls....
Can Someone pls encourage me....
OMG!!!! I guess i m just being fickle minded....
=.=lll Sian.....

Have Faith In me,Just like what I always have in you....

Label: Faith


it hurts.

Tuesday, October 13, 2009
torn into pieces, 8:35 AM

What are we really seeking in life?
Fame?
To get rich or something?
I thought about it and i cant get through it...
Oh...I guess the older i grow the more thing i see,
More wary i get....

There's too much thought running in Human mind...
Too many that u cant think of...
At time it turn out to be scary...

=]...A day by a day passes by...
What am i seeking as well?
I though i could be simple like what i used to be...

But the truth is the reality, dun allow me to do that...
I took precaution for everything i do....
Cos i m afraid of getting hurt ...

Or maybe when i get even more older,
I wont bother about it anymore?
I dun know....
hmm...enjoy life first then....=]

With or without the parachute,
I would only want you to fly the plane with me always....

Label:Parachute

it hurts.

Monday, October 12, 2009
torn into pieces, 8:55 AM

It is Monday Morning...
Sitting down here,thinking and wondering what is going lately...
Oh dear...i feel a little crazy about it la...
But well...Hope everything went on fine...
May God Bless Me...

Anyway ,Shit happen at work ytd...
Hated the fact that i DUN LIKE my boss...
Darn it....Argh!!!!

Anyway On Sat i met my gals in the evening for Dinner and Night we went to drink...
Love them to the Max...
It had been a while i last saw all of them....
Well, at first things went alittle funny...
But after awhile everything goes on fine...

The dinner was good,i like the desert platter...
Omg la...haha...will be awaiting for Carol to upload those pic in facebook....

I m getting Fatter and Fatter day by day...
Save me pls....

Label:Fat

it hurts.

Wednesday, October 07, 2009
torn into pieces, 12:06 AM

Nothing is impossible!
Nothing is unreachable!
If you only believe then you get what you need,
So keep on holding on...

I'll never be beated,
You can say that you won but I'll never believe it,
Cos I can't be defeated
...


=] Finally i could get my off this week...
Ohh... Holy shit...FINALLY...
Thank God...
I got my pet shop a nice lady groomer...
Though a few day at work with her but she really motivated me to work la...
No more dragging myself to work...
No need to work alone...
Cracking my head for things that were told to be done by my boss...
At least someone there to share my pain...wahahaha...
Best of all , the chanting of my 'BELOVED' boss...Hee =x
Eventually i m proud of myself,Cos i survived...

Met up with Mq and hubby...
Went to T3 for Popeye...
Chat a lot with the both of them....
Realized tons and tons of things...
What comes just let it comes...
Always enjoy the time with them...=]

Label:Tuesday

it hurts.

Tuesday, October 06, 2009
torn into pieces, 8:50 AM

=]...i m thinking to myself...
Have i give up hope...????

In fact i think i had given up hope...
Given up hope on so many things...
Doubting had become part of my life...
I think that is real bad as well...

I start to question myself lots and lots of stuffs...
Which i find it funny as well...

Simple and defined is what i wan...
But in fact i m complicated as well...

Label:Confuse

it hurts.

Friday, October 02, 2009
torn into pieces, 8:24 AM

Good Morning world...!!!
Got quite a few things to share with your guys...=]
What have i been up lately...????
Hee....most of my friends have been catching me around...
Wahaha..which mean have meet up with some of my close friends...=]

First,Assignments is killing me...
So many of them at the same time...
Projects dateline due soon...
I m working hard on it,sorry mates...

Meet up with Xiao Pang on Sunday evening,
Thank fat fat for listening to me...
Thank for being there supporting me always...
Huggies ...=]

I have start running, but lazy worm inside me really hated me to Run...
Wahahaha...And Lantern festival coming...
I Love Durian Mooncakes...Woohoo Yum Yum...~~~
I wanna behave like a kid and play lantern and candle....
I wanna Shang Yue...I wanna go chinese garden....

I misses beibei~~~
I misses my gals~~~
I misses my Alien~~~
I misses my Xiao Pang~~~
I misses my Nancy and MQ~~~
I misses my 矮的Ah Kenn~~~
OMG!!!I misses so many things la....

So what up tonight....!!!!=]
Meeting Alien to airport ....!!!!
Wee~~~~

Label:AirPort Tonight

it hurts.

ME me ME

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Lazy
Simple
Blur
Funny
stubborn
Crazy
Cheeky
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Eat
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